It is amazing! I will live here some day, It's december and beautiful outside. I went with my dad yesterday to go see the aloha tower like a block away from their apartment and we had a beer by the ocean. Quite grand. I think later today or tomorrow I'm going to get a bus pass and go see the rest of the island. I'm in a skyscraper apartment right now, and my hack almost fell into the abyss. yes

Cheese...

I awake humiliated by the reality of what I have imagined
Life gray flowing through faded fluctuations of fears
I fear for finding fictional facts falsified
arg cigarette destroy

I wish my graptopetulum plant would grow...

I have been wandering around confused frequently.
Strange thing to do in the winter.

Finals are the week after next.
Working on my poster project about geothermal energy. It's kind of strange because I re-used a poster my geology teacher found, and I had to strip all this stuff about female castration from it. All the time I was wondering why any culture would think that thats a good idea.
Life is strange.

I've been inspired to make art again recently. I think all the isolation and desolate hatred is going to fuel some sort of live audio/video project that I've been conceptualizing during the past month.

where have you been all my life?

I am moved into the dorms now. Got all my books and went to orientations and whatnot. Classes start on Monday and I am pretty excited! I have a daily class at 7:30 in the am and holy shit is that going to be interesting. Good thing I have tons of coffee. Here are some pictures of my dorm:

My study area

Bed

My Babies ()

yep

Got 'em AGAIN!
:-D

...but I have an iPod. It's actually a pretty nifty little device. I Also got my Atropine in the mail today and I love it. I'm going to try and run it through some filters in over the next couple of months to see if I can find anything tucked away within its depths. <3 VC

BRU-con is tomorrow, so hey I will be there and kick everyones ass at sf and whatnot :-D
Should be fun times.

OH!! People in Oly! Dandelion Junk Queens and Hail Seizures are doing a house show on the 27th (Thursday)!!! So Come! Both bands are awesome as hell. It's at 1611 4th Ave East!

Finally! Consolidated (somewhat) from the abyss! The bad news is that there is only 1 outlet in the whole Aberdeen house that is 3 pronged. Sigh... What a hassle. It's like the constantly changing impediment of doom. Well it looks like I will be rewiring the outlets here this weekend.

On the plus I did get new e strings for my guitars, so I will be able to have all three up and running tonight horray! Hopefully I can make it a couple of months before they start flying apart again.

My face has started to spasm on the left side. Happened 3 times today. Weirdness
Looking for my camera cord still! Confound it!
I need a Haircut
Deathawk
meow

Nearing the end of it and it's getting to be a billion times more awesome than it already was. I've decided to knock out my reading list before I go to college.

There are cat eyes watching me from the grave and my face is falling apart. Water glass statues masturbating my cold dead medula oblongata . I am fat. Mirrored physiognomy. Blah.

I love the scent of juniper.
mmmm

http://www.apple.com/ipodtouch/

Seriously apple? Seriously? The Funnest Ipod ever?
I am fucking SICK of this word "funnest". About half my friends have told me about the funnest blah blah blah but now apple is using this word in huge letters on their page?

WHAT THE FUCK FUNNEST IS NOT A GOD DAMNED WORD STOP SAYING IT LEARN HOW TO SPEAK THE FUCKING ENGLISH LANGUAGE
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

glasses of absinthe
2'
another weekend of impending olympia shenanigans encroaching. I'm going to get my recording/music shit hopefully cause I'm deprived as fuck with only alcohol and acoustic guitar #2. Pretty excited for my things!

In other news I want my deathhawk back! I have no idea why I decided to look like a bro for the last couple of months, in retrospect it was hilarious but I'm fucking done with that and this shit is taking forever to grow back grrrr...
I have registered for classes and whatnot FINALLY! Seemed for a while like it might not happen but all is taken care of now. Horray!

Also! I am going to search my storage unit this weekend for my camera cord so I can start posting pics or random bs up in the lj hizzy yo yo yo yo yo yo guilty gear bridget is sexy yo-yo
mmmmmmmm

cutting cat faces in the pine.

2 more weeks come and gone in oly. Strange place. Patric is now off to the sandbox. Weird. I apparently have a room reserved up North, so horray. New VC leaked a couple days ago so that is where I am right now. Euphoria is a nice scent. I guess I'm going to see Imperative Reaction Psyclon Nine and C/A/T in august. meh

brine stream baseball
bottlecaps
feels like i'm floating
.....

Blue Blue Blue Blurry Burgundy Blaze. Blue lights driving up the hill to sink out of the haze. Green yellow ghost town oil tanker tunnel. Ambient drone of whispered severance bleeding into the mornings clean glow.

The stuff of dreams is so fascinating to me.

I spent last weekend in Oly and now that I'm in Aberdeen again this PC is even more destroyed than I left it. Wont even open my hard drive without attempting to explode. I need to find an os for my old tower.

I have a copy of Pokemon Ruby that I am playing right now and yes I am becoming the very best like no one ever was. It's a really fun but derivative game so far. I'm mainly just trying to catch everything to migrate to diamond and fill out my pokedex.

God damn I'm addicted to NCIS.

Is what I'm drinking right now. I shit you not, that's what it's called, Gypsy tea. I found my camera today, so horray I can start taking pictures again. It's about the only thing I have w me right now so i will probably be using it much more. Aberdeen is a lot more visually interesting than I had suspected from first glance.

I am about halfway done painting my room right now. It's blue like the color of the ocean, or at least the closest color I could pick to remind me of the ocean. If I ever got cremated, I would want to be chucked in the ocean, but if that couldn't happen I would want to be in an urn this color. I will take some pictures after I'm more or less done with it tomorrow. I really want to paint a mural of sea creatures on it and perhaps some velvet cacoonish imagery.

by the way my phone is being a piece of shit so if anyone has tried to get in contact w me the last couple days or is planning to sometime soon should just msg me on here, myspace, last.fm but not facebook. Facebook does not work on the computer here for some reason. Or just leave me a voicemail. Another thing that doesn't work on this PC is the LJ music detector from last.fm. It's so nifty when it works, but damn it all to hell.

The Game.
The Game I have yet to set into motion.
The Art is the Game. The Game is the Web.

I didn't realize what everything had been leading up to until now and it's so abundantly clear to me all I can do is laugh and shake my head. I don't mean to obfuscate my intentions to any readers of my lj but I must mark this for my own sanity. No one is going to know what the hell i'm talking about for a couple years but I'm really just writing this down as a personal reminder of the night of this epiphany. God damn the next couple years are going to be very interesting for myself and perhaps a few others, but after that what will happen will be beyond anyones expectations.

Crack the champagne.

I had the most uncomfortable dream last night. There was a spider on the floor of a basement so I threw a rat on it, but then the rat turned into a huge blue ringed octopus and the spider turned into a huge black one that I don't even think exists (Looked like an ing from Metroid Prime 2 with octopus tentacles). Then both octopi latched on to opposite sides of my body and started going to war with each other trying to sting each other by going through my body. One of those dreams where I woke up yelling "OW! WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! GET OFF ME!!!" type of things.

Had a pretty uneventful day. Watched "The Happening" again. Started reading William Gibsons "Pattern Recognition", and ate some super badass Thai seafood fried rice. Eating the leftovers right now. Yum. Just drank 3 glasses of mead and ate a hydrocodone so I'm pretty much about to pass out...

God damn Iran. I knew this shit would happen. I didn't know if Ahmadinejad had any more credibility to lose but if he did it's gone now. Asshole.

Whats going on over there is nuts right now. Tomorrow should prove to be an interesting day with the promise of violence against the peaceful protesters and the whole world watching. I am seriously so sick of Mahmoud Ahmadinejad and his crazy holocaust denials and whatnot, Perhaps the citizens will just revolt and oust him and the insane Ayatollah Ali Khamenei. What a weird situation.

I've been more or less gathering music all day. Gloom and grey skies convincing me to stay inside most of the day. Most of which was spent wrapping up another Caitlin Kiernan, "To Charles Fort, with Love", a sort of collection of short stories, many of which tying into her full length novels. My favorite, La Peau Verte, had a very strong theme concerning absinthe (not to mention both of the ones about the house on Benefit St.). I have been craving a couple of glasses of absinthe for the past month or two and the story pushed me to my breaking point. I know what I will be toasting the summer solstice with this Sunday. Wheee.

I might as well start up again like a chainsaw rearing itself to life upon the bloody pages of time torn text. My lingering sabbatical of apathy to livejournal I have decided, has come to a close. The transparent haze of my life that has consumed the past couple of years merging into the darkness of night like the exhaled smoke from a cigarette. Soft focus and outlets. Papaya and mango. Artichokes for breakfast.

Don't know where. This is stupid. Going to try and get a new bike chain today, mines totally rusted out from the winter. Decided that I am a Corndog Zebra. From now on just call me Corndog Zebra. Feed me Corndogs too. Zebras like Corndogs.

Fuck Fuck Fuck. My Life makes no sense, it just happens. I've been trying to get out of this house a lot more and go wandering. It's helping me deal with uncertainty and find more creative outlets.

I need new shoes. sigh.

p.s Fuck Tacoma. Smells Terrible. Gangsters are fucking morons.